Wind moves my clothes, my scarf, my skin. A deserted uptown street devoid of pedestrians and vehicles. Only brisk wind filling my heart, my soul, dividing my mind in two.
Just to feel it devour me – brings up the word destiny. Gives me life and shows me death – just a constant winding wind. How I could stand to stand there forever - being watched from the window – forever – being watched from the window.
A constant memory of love and fear – we fall asleep and we’re alone in ourselves – the wind brings me to the same conclusion – the cab driver and I are alone – in a space –in a vehicle…
I forget where I am – I don’t want to get out .
Just drive. Just drive.
And drone clocks disturb – they dissolve my illusions.
Where have I wanted to be all this time – where I am - I don’t know I don’t know.
BABY’S GOT A DREAM – AN ILLUSIVE SCHEME
A ROMANTIC TALE OF A TIME MACHINE.
A WELL-ROUNDED PAST – A CORROSIVE CAST
A BELITTLED FAITH – A CLAIRVOYANT PAST.
BABY’S GOT A GUN, AN ATTEMPTED SON
AN INTRUSIVE FACE, A COLLECTIVE RACE.
BABY CANT IGNORE, BABY CAN’T BE BORED
BABY CAN’T REPLACE – BABY’S BITTER FACE.
In a concentrated room one can feel everyone’s pain and joy, allowing you to feel your own.
Feeling is a wonderful ritual, it seems I feel it less and less frequently and I feel on the surface, but within – there are other realities – I dissolve myself in others – objects, duties – these are my crimes – to live a life of goodness is sometimes my obsession and my illusion –my plague... The Plague.
I love to sleep but I postpone the process, I am doing it now. A man , a bus... so many impulses fill a mind in a matter of seconds – so many impulses…
I’ve seen men destroy themselves for a chance to be under your flowery screen – a disgrace to watch as they bludgeon each other with whatever available –sometimes we cannot see through the chaos –we must be stopped. The hate is contagious.
released September 9, 2009
VOCALS - VERA BEREN
GUITARS - JON DIAZ
TROMBONE - MARK BIRKEY
BASS - JAY CAVANAUGH
DRUMS - Then EDDIE KLINGER/Now PATRICK CONLON
Arrangements by The Ensemble
Tracked by R.A.Derby
Mixed & Produced By V.Beren & Mark Birkey
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